A space for stories, reflections, and ideas on living with intent. Part personal journal, part field notes from the ongoing experiment that is Mission 52.
The Wobble
A short reflection on the subtle wobble that can appear when something in life is shifting, and learning to sit with it.
Ritual and Rhythm
Rhythm gives life structure, but without something to mark the moment, the days can blur together. A reflection on how rituals punctuate our routines and why finding healthier ones might be part of living more intentionally.
Rhythm and a Little Chaos
Momentum often begins with rhythm, small actions repeated often enough that they begin to shape the day. But a life built entirely on routine can start to feel rigid. This reflection explores the balance between rhythm and chaos, and why both are needed to keep life moving.
Watching the Mind Lunge
A short reflection on overwhelm, meditation and the moment I watched my mind lunge toward the next task. Sometimes urgency is just anxiety dressed up as motion.
Big Mo and the Fragile Win
I can see the version of myself I want to become. Waking early. Training hard. Living with intention. But I keep circling it rather than stepping into it. This is a reflection on momentum, why it slips, and why the real work isn’t perfection, it’s returning without punishment.
Garlic, Ginger, and a Little Autophagy
A planned 48-hour fast, a wobble on day two, and a broth so good it ended up in my beard. A small reminder that listening matters more than proving anything.
Me Man, Me Make Fire
On a freezing morning aboard the boat, I found myself choosing kindling over the thermostat. Lighting the fire took more work, but it reminded me why some effortful choices make life feel richer, warmer and more alive.
Reclaiming My Mornings
A grounded reflection on how simple morning rituals—reading, journaling, movement, and meditation—help me recentre and return to myself. Not a routine for productivity, but a daily practice of presence, clarity, and quiet strength.
Floating Back to Myself
After weeks of drifting, a solitary swim in the Thames brought me back to myself. A moment of stillness, a lift in tension, and the quiet return to what matters.
Walking without a map
Building something real means facing doubt. I’m still walking, even without knowing the route.
What a difference a week makes
One boozy night, then a reset. This time, I caught it early, and that changed everything.
Love bombs & slow burns
Dating, chemistry, and the difference between rushing in and staying open. Still learning.
And just like that, the momentum was gone.
Three days of drinking, a foggy Tuesday, and the quiet decision to come back to myself.
The first step is the hardest
Beginning felt awkward, exposing, and necessary. Here’s what helped me finally hit publish.
The question that changed everything
It came on New Year’s Day and sliced straight through the noise: What if you only had one year left? Here’s how one question became the compass for a whole new way of living.
Alcohol and the slow reckoning
A quiet war between two selves. This is the uneasy truce I’m trying to make.
Growing Pains
I thought I’d outrun the crash. But behind the highlights—the marriage, the parties, the career—something darker was growing. This is what cracked, and what slowly started to heal.